Okay, if any of these people knew me in my "studious" college days. I prefer to let things fall into place...I like not worrying and going with the flow. So no, I'm not overcome with the "crunch time" stress. And, yes, I know that it is soon. But I know what I am capable of, and I know that I will find "the dress" and have a great wedding full of wonderful things that I have been dreaming up. It's all falling smoothly in place. I found my fiancée when I wasn't looking, and we found a great site when we weren't looking...
The flowers will be beautiful, the day will be beautiful...and most important and above all worries/comments/concerns of all...two people who couldn't be more perfect for each other are joining as one.
I had a dream a while back... apparently I was laughing in my sleep b/c the morning after Jon asked me what I was dreaming about...and why I would be laughing. It was right after we booked our photographer. This dream was intense, and beautiful at the same time. It was the day of our wedding, and the Hall had some disaster and we had to move the festivities...then the photographer was nowhere to be found, and my dress was lost. In the dream I was amused by it all, and my wonderful Jon was by my side the whole time laughing with me. I have a wonderful friend who was a designer in New York for years, and in my dream she was helping me get ready and decided the solution for the dress was a beautiful scarf she had in her car. She brought the scarf into the dressing room and created some beautiful magic with it, and transformed it into a dress for me, while we were all laughing the whole time. People were coming to me asking me where the photographer was, and I would just laugh and say "oh somewhere, I'm sure" Once the dream wedding was over, he came running up to Jon and me wanting to show us the photos from our entire day.
I would like to think nothing would happen to the hall, or my dress or the photographer, but I hope, as I did in my dream, I would overcome my three fairytale-standard obstacles and laugh through it all.